Love that Lost .

shocking title right?

well, I was about to check my blog and my classmates' blog tonight.. then suddenly i read two post that was containing poems, well that reminds me of something that I wrote when I was on high school.

Just like those teenagers on high school I do also had that someone who become really special to me, too special that he could make me happy, laugh, smile, sad and cry. It was a quite sad story, but well it's part of the thing (love) I just hope that those people who will read this poem will not feel pity HAHA , well as what I said:

It's part of the thing.

and it's started...

I look into your eyes
Pain I feel inside
It's not that easy
To Forget a perfect guy

You gave me a heartbreak
There must be a reason
and I liked to know why

All I ever wanted
Was a smile from you
and for you to understand
this feeling I kept inside

You've been my first
and I wanted to be your last
Hoping that someday
there will be you and I

I hold you close and tell you
I love you
but it wont matter
it's obvious your leaving soon

I'm scared we fall apart
and I'm scared that we'll
never make it right
Tell me that your scared like me too


But if its not for us to have
I'll let it go with your
GOODBYE

I did not post this for pity, but I just want to remind others that not all Love story is "perfect" and "happy ending"..
Because sometimes Love is not all about happiness but also it is about SACRIFICE.. just like Jesus did, he love us so much he sacrificed his life to pay for our sins..