Wag mong burahin ang pagkakaibigan ng dahil sa may nagawa syang mali sayu. Tandaan mung nagkakamali ka din tulad nya, Pero pansinin mo sa kabila ng mga kamalian mo, andyan pa rin sya at minamahal ka....I was thinking, do we need to made a mistake bago natin maalaman kung sino ang KAIBIGAN mo, eh paano kung yung pagkakamaling iyun eh mabago ang lahat ng isang iglap?? Maaring yung itinuturing mong kaibigan na inaasahan mong makakaintindi sa yo ay hndi ka maintindihan..Di bat maaring may masaktan? ..
Well. different people has different point of views, and it is one of the reason why life is complicated..
KAIBIGAN has no universal meaning... For me the meaning of KAIBIGAN is...
- They came and leave yet never forgets still have communication that connect each others..
- There are those who became SUPER CLOSE to you, and yet they are the one who can Hurt you more..
- There are those who Hurt you and yet you are always with them..
- There are KAIBIGAN that laugh at you when you made a mistake and yet they are the one you can make you feel happy.
- There are those who returned and always make you smile..
- May KAIBIGAN na umalis, and yet you treasured them a lot..
- May Kaibigan kang nasaktan pero they consider you as a friend..
- May kaibigang laging naryian pero hindi mo maramdaman..
- KAIBIGAN teaches you things, and learn a lot from them..
- Kaibigan makes you feel all the emotions;, Happy, Sad, Weak, Disapoinment, Pity, Betrayed, Fear, Supprised, Disgust, Anger, Pride, Envy, Symphaty, Suffer, etc..
In the end, I've defined what is KAIBIGAN depending on the persons who are always around me and how they treat me...Kulang pa nga yan eh! tha's what I realized...
- You can fall into a KAIBIGAN, but sometimes chosing the best is better and it is staying as being friends..
Monday, September 27, 2010
What's the meaning of KAIBIGAN ba?
Recently, I was confused of what KAIBIGAN means and it started with one message, it says...
Monday, August 23, 2010
Another Tragedy
Last Tuesday August 23, 2010 there was this Hostage Drama happened at Quirino Grandstand Here in the Philippines..
It was Capt. Rolando Mendoza who hostage 25 Hong Kong Tourist . It was supposed to be the last day of these Hong Kong tourist but sad to say that there last day end up as a Nightmare..
As I was watching the news, I was not that nervous until this brother of Capt. M
endoza came
and been arrested because he is suspected to be an accomplish to the said crime, since then gun shots were heard from the bus. And it alarmed everyone including all the Filipinoes watching even all the people in the world because it was broadcast World wide., because maybe one of the victim was shot.
then the Driver had his braveful escaped and declaired that all the victims were dead!
I was asking myself, how come those number of Police cannot took down Capt. Mendoza, is it because they were all scare for the threat that Capt. Mendoza was one of the most Outstanding Policemen of the Philippines. Or are they not that brave to Risk there lives to save those poor victim whose reason for visiting is to witness the beauty of Philippines?
I witnessed how this policemen tried to break the glasses, but it took a long time for them to save those victims. Sad to say there were Hong Kong tourist who died in this tragedy, causing the Hong Kong Government to Block all the travels in thePhillipines..
It is sad to know that today Philippines became famous because of this tragedy.
No one wanted to have like this even other countries , I bet Capt. Mendoza doesn't want to end like that.
Many people say that Filipinoes are "Lack of Strategy", "Lack of Supplies"
Well, on this kind of event the "BLAME" is always at the end t, it's always there ,why can't everyone accept the fact that they done something wrong and they are sorry for that so that anyone can receive Forgiveness and second chances to prove themselves ..
It was Capt. Rolando Mendoza who hostage 25 Hong Kong Tourist . It was supposed to be the last day of these Hong Kong tourist but sad to say that there last day end up as a Nightmare..
As I was watching the news, I was not that nervous until this brother of Capt. M
endoza cameand been arrested because he is suspected to be an accomplish to the said crime, since then gun shots were heard from the bus. And it alarmed everyone including all the Filipinoes watching even all the people in the world because it was broadcast World wide., because maybe one of the victim was shot.
then the Driver had his braveful escaped and declaired that all the victims were dead!
I was asking myself, how come those number of Police cannot took down Capt. Mendoza, is it because they were all scare for the threat that Capt. Mendoza was one of the most Outstanding Policemen of the Philippines. Or are they not that brave to Risk there lives to save those poor victim whose reason for visiting is to witness the beauty of Philippines?
I witnessed how this policemen tried to break the glasses, but it took a long time for them to save those victims. Sad to say there were Hong Kong tourist who died in this tragedy, causing the Hong Kong Government to Block all the travels in thePhillipines..
It is sad to know that today Philippines became famous because of this tragedy.
No one wanted to have like this even other countries , I bet Capt. Mendoza doesn't want to end like that.
Many people say that Filipinoes are "Lack of Strategy", "Lack of Supplies"
Well, on this kind of event the "BLAME" is always at the end t, it's always there ,why can't everyone accept the fact that they done something wrong and they are sorry for that so that anyone can receive Forgiveness and second chances to prove themselves ..
There's nothing wrong in admiting that you done something wrong, because lot of things are learned from mistakes.. and they are made for each of us to Grow Up and learn that everything is part of Growing up!
Friday, August 13, 2010
It's a pressure to be the Eldest :'(
Being the eldest, it makes me think that I had a big responsibility to my family.
My family is not that rich but not that poor. We had enough resources that we needed for everyday life.
My father only finished high school, since then he start working any kind of work like a being a helper, caretaker, and a sewer in a company.
Just like my father, high school is the highest attainment of my mother. Though she took caregiver when she was 40y/o but she can't find a work because of her health problem. After my mother graduated high school she work also on a company where she sew, she also helped my lola in selling "Goto" and other "kakanin" like "biko" and "puto".
Since then they've been working, almost half of their life.
and I could feel that they are getting old and are really tired. :(
I only had one brother and he's on the 6th grade, he transferred from private to public school just to support my financial needs on college. and I think it's the reason why we always fight.
Just to make clear, my aunt is the one supporting my study since I was on grade four, and I'm not the only one, there were also my three cousins that she support financially on education.We were so lucky to have her.
Being the eldest it is a great pressure to me.
because I'm not only depending on what I want and need, I'm also depending on the people around me.
I wanted to help my father financially, Help my mother for her health needs, my brother for his educational support, my auntie for her to enjoy her life.
That's why my BIGGEST dream is to be RiCH. ^^
Being the Eldest became a PRESSURE to me because, EVERYONE iS COUNTiNG on me. and if i FAIL. Everyone will be so DISAPPOINTED. and that, is not good to hear.
My family is not that rich but not that poor. We had enough resources that we needed for everyday life.
My father only finished high school, since then he start working any kind of work like a being a helper, caretaker, and a sewer in a company.
Just like my father, high school is the highest attainment of my mother. Though she took caregiver when she was 40y/o but she can't find a work because of her health problem. After my mother graduated high school she work also on a company where she sew, she also helped my lola in selling "Goto" and other "kakanin" like "biko" and "puto".
Since then they've been working, almost half of their life.
and I could feel that they are getting old and are really tired. :(
I only had one brother and he's on the 6th grade, he transferred from private to public school just to support my financial needs on college. and I think it's the reason why we always fight.
Just to make clear, my aunt is the one supporting my study since I was on grade four, and I'm not the only one, there were also my three cousins that she support financially on education.We were so lucky to have her.
Being the eldest it is a great pressure to me.
because I'm not only depending on what I want and need, I'm also depending on the people around me.
I wanted to help my father financially, Help my mother for her health needs, my brother for his educational support, my auntie for her to enjoy her life.
That's why my BIGGEST dream is to be RiCH. ^^
Being the Eldest became a PRESSURE to me because, EVERYONE iS COUNTiNG on me. and if i FAIL. Everyone will be so DISAPPOINTED. and that, is not good to hear.
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Love that Lost .
shocking title right?
well, I was about to check my blog and my classmates' blog tonight.. then suddenly i read two post that was containing poems, well that reminds me of something that I wrote when I was on high school.
Just like those teenagers on high school I do also had that someone who become really special to me, too special that he could make me happy, laugh, smile, sad and cry. It was a quite sad story, but well it's part of the thing (love) I just hope that those people who will read this poem will not feel pity HAHA , well as what I said:
It's part of the thing.
and it's started...I look into your eyes
Pain I feel inside
It's not that easy
To Forget a perfect guy
You gave me a heartbreak
There must be a reason
and I liked to know why
All I ever wanted
Was a smile from you
and for you to understand
this feeling I kept inside
You've been my first
and I wanted to be your last
Hoping that someday
there will be you and I
I hold you close and tell you
I love you
but it wont matter
it's obvious your leaving soon
I'm scared we fall apart
and I'm scared that we'll
never make it right
Tell me that your scared like me too
But if its not for us to have
I'll let it go with your
GOODBYEI did not post this for pity, but I just want to remind others that not all Love story is "perfect" and "happy ending"..
Because sometimes Love is not all about happiness but also it is about SACRIFICE.. just like Jesus did, he love us so much he sacrificed his life to pay for our sins..
Sunday, June 27, 2010
coldest night.
It was so cold tonight, too cold to made me remember the coldest night I had experienced.
October 30,2009 - Swimming with my Batchmates*
October 30,2009 - Swimming with my Batchmates*
At first we were all doubting about the swimming because according to the news, "BAGYONG SANTI" might come to Rizal during the night. But still we continue the swimming because it was planned for a long time.
As we arrived at Villa Lorenza(Pililia Rizal) we were all excited to swim, eat and get WET! Then while we were eating "SINIG-ANG NA SARDINAS" our all highschool year favorite dish, the rain starts to fall and so as I. HAHA joke! my batchmates jumped over the pool! They were all happy! while me? I was on the cottage because of some INJURIES .Almost 10pm when the rain FALLS HARDER and HARDER, wind BLOWS COOLER and COOLER !! So we all Change, and ask the guard if WE CAN STAY at the function room, and so with his permission we enter and lay on the floor. I was not able to sleep, because it was too cold it's like my whole body was shaking ,and so I looked at a window and saw TREES that were dancing hard because of the wind, I WAS SO SCARED :( the first thing that comes to my mind was my MOTHER,FATHER and my BROTHER.
It was almost morning when the rain and the scary blowing of the wind gone! 5:30am, we decided to GO HOME. While on our way to Morong, I saw broken post, houses, branches, leaves of trees that were all in the road! the wind was very strong to cause such dissaster ! .
The only funny thing on this experience was, I got home
with only ONE SLIPPER on my foot, and my other foot was COVER WITH PLASTIC! because I was so afraid of LEPTOSPIROSIS hahahhaha for your all information I had wounds on my foot that day. hahahhahaha .it was the worst thing that happened to me!hahahhah While, My batchmates don't have anything to do but to TEASED and LAUGHED AT ME.that was embrassing but really funny! HAHAHHA...
I was so thankful that no one got hurt and we all get home safety.. but I will never Forget THE FEELING OF COLDNESS on that night, It was the COLDEST NIGHT..
As we arrived at Villa Lorenza(Pililia Rizal) we were all excited to swim, eat and get WET! Then while we were eating "SINIG-ANG NA SARDINAS" our all highschool year favorite dish, the rain starts to fall and so as I. HAHA joke! my batchmates jumped over the pool! They were all happy! while me? I was on the cottage because of some INJURIES .Almost 10pm when the rain FALLS HARDER and HARDER, wind BLOWS COOLER and COOLER !! So we all Change, and ask the guard if WE CAN STAY at the function room, and so with his permission we enter and lay on the floor. I was not able to sleep, because it was too cold it's like my whole body was shaking ,and so I looked at a window and saw TREES that were dancing hard because of the wind, I WAS SO SCARED :( the first thing that comes to my mind was my MOTHER,FATHER and my BROTHER.
It was almost morning when the rain and the scary blowing of the wind gone! 5:30am, we decided to GO HOME. While on our way to Morong, I saw broken post, houses, branches, leaves of trees that were all in the road! the wind was very strong to cause such dissaster ! .
The only funny thing on this experience was, I got home
with only ONE SLIPPER on my foot, and my other foot was COVER WITH PLASTIC! because I was so afraid of LEPTOSPIROSIS hahahhaha for your all information I had wounds on my foot that day. hahahhahaha .it was the worst thing that happened to me!hahahhah While, My batchmates don't have anything to do but to TEASED and LAUGHED AT ME.that was embrassing but really funny! HAHAHHA...I was so thankful that no one got hurt and we all get home safety.. but I will never Forget THE FEELING OF COLDNESS on that night, It was the COLDEST NIGHT..
Friday, June 25, 2010
Blogs ko Toh* ...
I'm 17 years old turning 18 this November, well.HAHA
I really love to watch TV, especially those movies on HBO,STAR MOVIES, CINE MAX, even CINEMA ONE! I won't turn off the TV unless I don't have anything to watch, I even seen movies that I don't know the title that's the funny thing when I am watching! I also love to hangout with my FRIENDS, COUSINS, BATCH MATES, COF, even though I had lot things to do I still can manage to have fun with them . Well, I guess that's really my hobby! :)
Also I am a nursing student of Our Lady of Fatima University, just like the other student I also spent most of my time studying, and doing school works.
For all of you guy's information I only had one brother and I am the eldest, and being the eldest, I had a big responsibility to my family. That's why I choose nursing because I know that it would really help a lot in earning money and also in taking care of my family's and relatives health.
guys this is just an introduction for those who don't know me! Because I know that those who know me, knew this thing. :))
I really love to watch TV, especially those movies on HBO,STAR MOVIES, CINE MAX, even CINEMA ONE! I won't turn off the TV unless I don't have anything to watch, I even seen movies that I don't know the title that's the funny thing when I am watching! I also love to hangout with my FRIENDS, COUSINS, BATCH MATES, COF, even though I had lot things to do I still can manage to have fun with them . Well, I guess that's really my hobby! :)
Also I am a nursing student of Our Lady of Fatima University, just like the other student I also spent most of my time studying, and doing school works.
For all of you guy's information I only had one brother and I am the eldest, and being the eldest, I had a big responsibility to my family. That's why I choose nursing because I know that it would really help a lot in earning money and also in taking care of my family's and relatives health.
guys this is just an introduction for those who don't know me! Because I know that those who know me, knew this thing. :))
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