Another Tragedy

Last Tuesday August 23, 2010 there was this Hostage Drama happened at Quirino Grandstand Here in the Philippines..



It was Capt. Rolando Mendoza who hostage 25 Hong Kong Tourist . It was supposed to be the last day of these Hong Kong tourist but sad to say that there last day end up as a Nightmare..

As I was watching the news, I was not that nervous until this brother of Capt. Mendoza came
and been arrested because he is suspected to be an accomplish to the said crime, since then gun shots were heard from the bus. And it alarmed everyone including all the Filipinoes watching even all the people in the world because it was broadcast World wide., because maybe one of the victim was shot.

then the Driver had his braveful escaped and declaired that all the victims were dead!

I was asking myself, how come those number of Police cannot took down Capt. Mendoza, is it because they were all scare for the threat that Capt. Mendoza was one of the most Outstanding Policemen of the Philippines. Or are they not that brave to Risk there lives to save those poor victim whose reason for visiting is to witness the beauty of Philippines?

I witnessed how this policemen tried to break the glasses, but it took a long time for them to save those victims. Sad to say there were Hong Kong tourist who died in this tragedy, causing the Hong Kong Government to Block all the travels in thePhillipines..

It is sad to know that today Philippines became famous because of this tragedy.
No one wanted to have like this even other countries , I bet Capt. Mendoza doesn't want to end like that.

Many people say that Filipinoes are "Lack of Strategy", "Lack of Supplies"

Well, on this kind of event the "BLAME" is always at the end t, it's always there ,why can't everyone accept the fact that they done something wrong and they are sorry for that so that anyone can receive Forgiveness and second chances to prove themselves ..

There's nothing wrong in admiting that you done something wrong, because lot of things are learned from mistakes.. and they are made for each of us to Grow Up and learn that everything is part of Growing up!

It's a pressure to be the Eldest :'(

Being the eldest, it makes me think that I had a big responsibility to my family.

My family is not that rich but not that poor. We had enough resources that we needed for everyday life.

My father only finished high school, since then he start working any kind of work like a being a helper, caretaker, and a sewer in a company.

Just like my father, high school is the highest attainment of my mother. Though she took caregiver when she was 40y/o but she can't find a work because of her health problem. After my mother graduated high school she work also on a company where she sew, she also helped my lola in selling "Goto" and other "kakanin" like "biko" and "puto".

Since then they've been working, almost half of their life.
and I could feel that they are getting old and are really tired. :(

I only had one brother and he's on the 6th grade, he transferred from private to public school just to support my financial needs on college. and I think it's the reason why we always fight.

Just to make clear, my aunt is the one supporting my study since I was on grade four, and I'm not the only one, there were also my three cousins that she support financially on education.We were so lucky to have her.

Being the eldest it is a great pressure to me.
because I'm not only depending on what I want and need, I'm also depending on the people around me.

I wanted to help my father financially, Help my mother for her health needs, my brother for his educational support, my auntie for her to enjoy her life.

That's why my BIGGEST dream is to be RiCH. ^^
Being the Eldest became a PRESSURE to me because, EVERYONE iS COUNTiNG on me. and if i FAIL. Everyone will be so DISAPPOINTED. and that, is not good to hear.