Love that Lost .

shocking title right?

well, I was about to check my blog and my classmates' blog tonight.. then suddenly i read two post that was containing poems, well that reminds me of something that I wrote when I was on high school.

Just like those teenagers on high school I do also had that someone who become really special to me, too special that he could make me happy, laugh, smile, sad and cry. It was a quite sad story, but well it's part of the thing (love) I just hope that those people who will read this poem will not feel pity HAHA , well as what I said:

It's part of the thing.

and it's started...

I look into your eyes
Pain I feel inside
It's not that easy
To Forget a perfect guy

You gave me a heartbreak
There must be a reason
and I liked to know why

All I ever wanted
Was a smile from you
and for you to understand
this feeling I kept inside

You've been my first
and I wanted to be your last
Hoping that someday
there will be you and I

I hold you close and tell you
I love you
but it wont matter
it's obvious your leaving soon

I'm scared we fall apart
and I'm scared that we'll
never make it right
Tell me that your scared like me too


But if its not for us to have
I'll let it go with your
GOODBYE

I did not post this for pity, but I just want to remind others that not all Love story is "perfect" and "happy ending"..
Because sometimes Love is not all about happiness but also it is about SACRIFICE.. just like Jesus did, he love us so much he sacrificed his life to pay for our sins..

coldest night.

It was so cold tonight, too cold to made me remember the coldest night I had experienced.

October 30,2009 - Swimming with my Batchmates*

At first we were all doubting about the swimming because according to the news, "BAGYONG SANTI" might come to Rizal during the night. But still we continue the swimming because it was planned for a long time.

As we arrived at Villa Lorenza(Pililia Rizal) we were all excited to swim, eat and get WET! Then while we were eating "SINIG-ANG NA SARDINAS" our all highschool year favorite dish, the rain starts to fall and so as I. HAHA joke! my batchmates jumped over the pool! They were all happy! while me? I was on the cottage because of some INJURIES .Almost 10pm when the rain FALLS HARDER and HARDER, wind BLOWS COOLER and COOLER !! So we all Change, and ask the guard if WE CAN STAY at the function room, and so with his permission we enter and lay on the floor. I was not able to sleep, because it was too cold it's like my whole body was shaking ,and so I looked at a window and saw TREES that were dancing hard because of the wind, I WAS SO SCARED :( the first thing that comes to my mind was my MOTHER,FATHER and my BROTHER.

It was almost morning when the rain and the scary blowing of the wind gone! 5:30am, we decided to GO HOME. While on our way to Morong, I saw broken post, houses, branches, leaves of trees that were all in the road! the wind was very strong to cause such dissaster ! .

The only funny thing on this experience was, I got home with only ONE SLIPPER on my foot, and my other foot was COVER WITH PLASTIC! because I was so afraid of LEPTOSPIROSIS hahahhaha for your all information I had wounds on my foot that day. hahahhahaha .it was the worst thing that happened to me!hahahhah While, My batchmates don't have anything to do but to TEASED and LAUGHED AT ME.that was embrassing but really funny! HAHAHHA...

I was so thankful that no one got hurt and we all get home safety.. but I will never Forget THE FEELING OF COLDNESS on that night, It was the COLDEST NIGHT..

BEST TEACHER

EXPERIENCE WITH FRIENDS ARE THE BEST TEACHER..
Isn't it sweet to know that we learn a lot with each other :)

Blogs ko Toh* ...

I'm 17 years old turning 18 this November, well.HAHA
I really love to watch TV, especially those movies on HBO,STAR MOVIES, CINE MAX, even CINEMA ONE! I won't turn off the TV unless I don't have anything to watch, I even seen movies that I don't know the title that's the funny thing when I am watching! I also love to hangout with my FRIENDS, COUSINS, BATCH MATES, COF, even though I had lot things to do I still can manage to have fun with them . Well, I guess that's really my hobby! :)

Also I am a nursing student of Our Lady of Fatima University, just like the other student I also spent most of my time studying, and doing school works.

For all of you guy's information I only had one brother and I am the eldest, and being the eldest, I had a big responsibility to my family. That's why I choose nursing because I know that it would really help a lot in earning money and also in taking care of my family's and relatives health.


guys this is just an introduction for those who don't know me! Because I know that those who know me, knew this thing. :))